The Animal in Me?

It really is confusing..About the real needs of the flesh and soul...on whats true and whats not...For i have started to see the expected behaviour failed to show up for atleast myself...Is it that the expectation was wrong? or am i abnormal? or inhuman? or animal?

Oh come on...though i have a different name, i am indeed an animal in my basics....

The pain really is not being animal, its the inability to be the animal forever or the viceversa...

To put it simple, you cant control when u do not want to be the animal....i mean i couldnt....And i proudly call it being Myself!

Not sure how many succeed in controlling their animal behaviour from their age zero till death.

Example: The so called society expects a man to

Note: This is an incomplete post. I slept off before completing and i dont recollect the complete context to finish it now. Sorries .....

The Invite!

July 11, 09

I invited you

To come in like a breeze

And live like a queen

Ruling myself

You just peeped in!

Infinite dreams inhabited me

Gave me the hope of a bliss

But you dint come in

May be was i wrong

You dint have a choice

Never mind,

i would wait another life

My invite had no expiry!

What next?

Jun 28 09

Am glad and sad as well for one of the doors closed now :):(

Though it was expected, i confirmed now that she is married. Oh yeah, my parrot, sorry, the parrot ? :D...i dunno

Should i take it as something for my good? or should i pledge to revenge the liars who betrayed me giving words?

I need time to think on what next, or may be i would let the time take me to whereever it wants me to, just as it had been doing till now....am blank....But one thing am sure, i cant take the blame on me for what ever had happened and may be even for whatever would happen in the future as well.